2016/08/18

3 MONTHS DOWN, 6 MORE TO GO

I'm going to be fat.



I'm going to be fat for a damn good reason. There's a life 
growing inside of me. We're having a baby. I mean, how 
surreal is that? There's a living person in my womb. Now 
that I'm thinking about it, it sounds a bit creepy. I mean,
 there's a living person inside of me. Then I'm going to 
eventually squeeze it out and say bye bye for the goodnight 
sleep and late mornings in bed.

I mean there's a living person inside of me. I'm so freaking happy
that it's even hard to put in words.
I made a positive pregnancy test on 20/6 and that's basically the
reason I quit smoking few months ago - I'm not going to destroy
this baby.
We've already named the baby, or not named - but instead of calling
it/he/she with a words "baby, bebe, beibs, vauva, vaavi, vauveli" we
nicknamed it as Dino - or Dinosaur as I like to call it. So whenever
I'm talking about Dino, it's the baby.

Right now I'm 12 weeks & 4 days pregnant, so it's safe to think about
having it in our family. I would've been already 13 weeks pregnant,
but in the ultrasound the baby was a bit smaller so they had to change
the due date haha.  I've been so superstitious that I haven't even told
anyone yet. J knows of course and by the time I've published this post
our families will know but I wanted to wait 12 weeks without telling
anyone just because I was afraid of miscarriage so much.
Now the risk of miscarriage is way lower and it's safe to say that I'm
pregnant. I can allow myself to look at baby clothes from stores we go
to. I can allow myself to include the fact that this one might not die
before 12 weeks of pregnancy or it might not die at all.
I can recognise the fact that I actually am pregnant. I can allow myself
to be happy because of it.

Now, I'm not saying I wasn't happy because of those two red lines in
the test - I was. I really truly was and I still am. I was just so afraid to be
happy, because miscarriage is kind of common thing (although nobody
ever talks about it) - I wanted to wait to be sure I can be truly happy
because of it.
And I am happy.


I'm so excited and I can't wait to find out is Dino a boy or girl so I can start
to decorate nursery. I've already bought a few unisex items for
Dino and they're so adorable I just want to look at them all the time.
I'm having a feeling that it's going to be a boy. I don't know why but I do.
I actually really don't care about anything else than it's healthy when it
comes out - but I'm getting strong "It's going to be a boy"-vibes.
I also had a dream about having twins, but that would be umm.. Yeah,
I'm just going to leave this rolling here. If we'd start with one first.
I wouldn't be thinking about having twins for reals, but I've had a few
dreams that've came true and my grandma had a dream a year ago that
I was having twins some day. So I have a right to be a bit creeped
because of it.
Well, if there's two dinosaurs there is.
At the moment we're looking for a new apartment so Dino would have
it's own room and we've found a couple. We're just waiting a response.
So exciting!





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36 comments:

  1. Oli pakko tulla heti kommentoimaan kun näin tän twitterissä!
    IHANAA! ♥ Paljon onnea!!! :) ♥♥♥ Varmasti ihan super jännää ^^
    Kaikkea hyvää teille ^^

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  2. Siis apua en kestä aloin vaa kiljuu aamiaispöydässä! Ihan superihanaa, onnea ihan hurjan paljon teille molemmille! <3 kaikkea hyvää odotusaikaan ja tsemppiä jännittämiseen! Kaikki menee varmasti hyvin :-) x Dora Marie // doramarien.blogspot.com

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  3. Congratulations. Sounds like you are about to embark on a exciting new stage of your life. That mickey mouse clothing is super cute too ;)

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    1. It sure is adorable, thank you :)

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  4. Yeey, this is amazing post! Congratulations to you :) Things for Dino are cute

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  5. Cute! Lovely post!
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    1. I'm glad that you liked it :D

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  6. Congratulations on the news, and yeah miscarriage is terrifying to think about I'm superstitious too and the clothes you showed are adorable :) all the best with the pregnancy and meeting little Dino :)

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  7. Wowww....It´s sounds you´re a really happy woman.Congratulation to you dear.
    My best wishes that all running well until the baby come into this world.
    I follow your blog via subscribe email.Could please return back to follow my blog??Thank you and take care both of you.<3
    Lots of love,XOX Kintan

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  8. We are both so happy. Good luck with Dino waiting!

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  9. Congrats!! so happy for you :)

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  10. Oh my gosh!!!!! Congratulations, girl!!! <3 <3 <3 This is such an exciting time in your life! Enjoy this milestone!

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  11. Congrats! It's the most life changing, real magical journey you will take in your life. Enjoy every moment, or shall I say MOMent?! ;)
    And..you won't be fat, it's a real bundle of love growing..but you already know that! I feel your excitement, and am excited with you! <3

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    1. Hahah I know I'm not going to be fat, just started off with a joke hahah :D thank you :-)

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  12. Children are blessings from above congratulation...You excitement is an indication that you will see the child a priceless gift and take care of him or her with love and attention...

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    1. I see them more as a miracle from idk, science but haha! I totally got your point! Thanks for the lovely comment :-)

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  13. Omg, omg! Congratulations!! I have no idea why but this blog post make me super excited for you! I wish you best luck with Dino and everything else XD

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    1. Hahah yay I'm glad to hear that you're excited too! Thank you so much Annie :-) xx

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  14. Congratulations!! And omg that Mickey Mouse socks <3 so cute!!

    xo http://sarandaadriana.com

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    1. Thank you dear :-) I know right!

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  15. Oooo so excited for you! When i read the header i was totally :oooo
    I like to read your day by day and its so fantastic! I always wanted to be a mummy, but someday... :3
    Congratulations!!!
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    1. Thank you so much! I have no idea how I missed this comment when I got it and forgot to answer to it :D

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  16. Aw, amazing news!! Congratulations! You must be so excited :)

    And I love those Mickey clothes!! Too cute! <3

    Best regards,
    xo E

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    1. I am :3 ! Thank you so much :-)

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  17. Congratulations Jasmin 💕 exciting times :)
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